Jeff Buckley on Much Music spotlight

I sniffled all day and squinted through puffy eyes at work. I felt like my eyes were worn out from failing miserably in my attempts to hide how many tears I'd lost. All because of him. How does this happen. I'm no teen-ager. I don't understand how he can affect me like this. Maybe he is the manifestation of all my hopes and desires and passions, and when he died, it was like taking away my dream before I had a chance to live it. Maybe that is why he is so intensely personal to me. Does that even make sense?

This interview on YouTube had a few interviews I had not seen and some quotes I will be transcribing.