1.30.2009

1.23.2009

something i can never have

I found this amazing version of one of my favorite songs from NIN.

1.22.2009

obamanize!

Great new ap -- make your own "Obamicon," thanks to Paste Magazine. You can upload a picture or use a Web cam shot, play with the color saturation and then add a word or two at the bottom. Here are a few I made this evening while I was supposed to be doing some homework.


1.20.2009

the rebuilding of a nation begins


It's my 300th post, and it's one that I type with overwhelming emotion. I cannot begin to explain the hope and excitement I felt today watching the inauguration of President Barack Obama. His speech was so eloquent, so moving and so inspirational. There are many, many amazing photos on Flickr -- be sure to browse the Inauguration 2009 pool. Below is the text of Obama's inaugural speech.


My fellow citizens,

I stand here today humbled by the task before us, grateful for the trust you have bestowed, mindful of the sacrifices borne by our ancestors. I thank President Bush for his service to our nation, as well as the generosity and cooperation he has shown throughout this transition.

Forty-four Americans have now taken the presidential oath. The words have been spoken during rising tides of prosperity and the still waters of peace. Yet, every so often the oath is taken amidst gathering clouds and raging storms. At these moments, America has carried on not simply because of the skill or vision of those in high office, but because We the People have remained faithful to the ideals of our forbearers, and true to our founding documents.

So it has been. So it must be with this generation of Americans.

That we are in the midst of crisis is now well understood. Our nation is at war, against a far-reaching network of violence and hatred. Our economy is badly weakened, a consequence of greed and irresponsibility on the part of some, but also our collective failure to make hard choices and prepare the nation for a new age. Homes have been lost; jobs shed; businesses shuttered. Our health care is too costly; our schools fail too many; and each day brings further evidence that the ways we use energy strengthen our adversaries and threaten our planet.

These are the indicators of crisis, subject to data and statistics. Less measurable but no less profound is a sapping of confidence across our land — a nagging fear that America's decline is inevitable, and that the next generation must lower its sights.

Today I say to you that the challenges we face are real. They are serious and they are many. They will not be met easily or in a short span of time. But know this, America — they will be met.

On this day, we gather because we have chosen hope over fear, unity of purpose over conflict and discord.

On this day, we come to proclaim an end to the petty grievances and false promises, the recriminations and worn out dogmas, that for far too long have strangled our politics.

We remain a young nation, but in the words of Scripture, the time has come to set aside childish things. The time has come to reaffirm our enduring spirit; to choose our better history; to carry forward that precious gift, that noble idea, passed on from generation to generation: the God-given promise that all are equal, all are free, and all deserve a chance to pursue their full measure of happiness.

In reaffirming the greatness of our nation, we understand that greatness is never a given. It must be earned. Our journey has never been one of short-cuts or settling for less. It has not been the path for the faint-hearted — for those who prefer leisure over work, or seek only the pleasures of riches and fame. Rather, it has been the risk-takers, the doers, the makers of things — some celebrated but more often men and women obscure in their labor, who have carried us up the long, rugged path towards prosperity and freedom.

For us, they packed up their few worldly possessions and traveled across oceans in search of a new life.

For us, they toiled in sweatshops and settled the West; endured the lash of the whip and plowed the hard earth.

For us, they fought and died, in places like Concord and Gettysburg; Normandy and Khe Sahn.

Time and again these men and women struggled and sacrificed and worked till their hands were raw so that we might live a better life. They saw America as bigger than the sum of our individual ambitions; greater than all the differences of birth or wealth or faction.

This is the journey we continue today. We remain the most prosperous, powerful nation on Earth. Our workers are no less productive than when this crisis began. Our minds are no less inventive, our goods and services no less needed than they were last week or last month or last year. Our capacity remains undiminished. But our time of standing pat, of protecting narrow interests and putting off unpleasant decisions — that time has surely passed. Starting today, we must pick ourselves up, dust ourselves off, and begin again the work of remaking America.

For everywhere we look, there is work to be done. The state of the economy calls for action, bold and swift, and we will act — not only to create new jobs, but to lay a new foundation for growth. We will build the roads and bridges, the electric grids and digital lines that feed our commerce and bind us together. We will restore science to its rightful place, and wield technology's wonders to raise health care's quality and lower its cost. We will harness the sun and the winds and the soil to fuel our cars and run our factories. And we will transform our schools and colleges and universities to meet the demands of a new age. All this we can do. All this we will do.

Now, there are some who question the scale of our ambitions — who suggest that our system cannot tolerate too many big plans. Their memories are short. For they have forgotten what this country has already done; what free men and women can achieve when imagination is joined to common purpose, and necessity to courage.

What the cynics fail to understand is that the ground has shifted beneath them— that the stale political arguments that have consumed us for so long no longer apply. The question we ask today is not whether our government is too big or too small, but whether it works — whether it helps families find jobs at a decent wage, care they can afford, a retirement that is dignified. Where the answer is yes, we intend to move forward. Where the answer is no, programs will end. And those of us who manage the public's dollars will be held to account — to spend wisely, reform bad habits, and do our business in the light of day — because only then can we restore the vital trust between a people and their government.

Nor is the question before us whether the market is a force for good or ill. Its power to generate wealth and expand freedom is unmatched, but this crisis has reminded us that without a watchful eye, the market can spin out of control — and that a nation cannot prosper long when it favors only the prosperous. The success of our economy has always depended not just on the size of our Gross Domestic Product, but on the reach of our prosperity; on the ability to extend opportunity to every willing heart — not out of charity, but because it is the surest route to our common good.

As for our common defense, we reject as false the choice between our safety and our ideals. Our Founding Fathers, faced with perils we can scarcely imagine, drafted a charter to assure the rule of law and the rights of man, a charter expanded by the blood of generations. Those ideals still light the world, and we will not give them up for expedience's sake. And so to all other peoples and governments who are watching today, from the grandest capitals to the small village where my father was born: know that America is a friend of each nation and every man, woman, and child who seeks a future of peace and dignity, and we are ready to lead once more.

Recall that earlier generations faced down fascism and communism not just with missiles and tanks, but with sturdy alliances and enduring convictions. They understood that our power alone cannot protect us, nor does it entitle us to do as we please. Instead, they knew that our power grows through its prudent use; our security emanates from the justness of our cause, the force of our example, the tempering qualities of humility and restraint.

We are the keepers of this legacy. Guided by these principles once more, we can meet those new threats that demand even greater effort — even greater cooperation and understanding between nations. We will begin to responsibly leave Iraq to its people, and forge a hard-earned peace in Afghanistan. With old friends and former foes, we will work tirelessly to lessen the nuclear threat, and roll back the specter of a warming planet. We will not apologize for our way of life, nor will we waver in its defense, and for those who seek to advance their aims by inducing terror and slaughtering innocents, we say to you now that our spirit is stronger and cannot be broken; you cannot outlast us, and we will defeat you.

For we know that our patchwork heritage is a strength, not a weakness. We are a nation of Christians and Muslims, Jews and Hindus — and non-believers. We are shaped by every language and culture, drawn from every end of this Earth; and because we have tasted the bitter swill of civil war and segregation, and emerged from that dark chapter stronger and more united, we cannot help but believe that the old hatreds shall someday pass; that the lines of tribe shall soon dissolve; that as the world grows smaller, our common humanity shall reveal itself; and that America must play its role in ushering in a new era of peace.

To the Muslim world, we seek a new way forward, based on mutual interest and mutual respect. To those leaders around the globe who seek to sow conflict, or blame their society's ills on the West — know that your people will judge you on what you can build, not what you destroy. To those who cling to power through corruption and deceit and the silencing of dissent, know that you are on the wrong side of history; but that we will extend a hand if you are willing to unclench your fist.

To the people of poor nations, we pledge to work alongside you to make your farms flourish and let clean waters flow; to nourish starved bodies and feed hungry minds. And to those nations like ours that enjoy relative plenty, we say we can no longer afford indifference to suffering outside our borders; nor can we consume the world's resources without regard to effect. For the world has changed, and we must change with it.

As we consider the road that unfolds before us, we remember with humble gratitude those brave Americans who, at this very hour, patrol far-off deserts and distant mountains. They have something to tell us, just as the fallen heroes who lie in Arlington whisper through the ages. We honor them not only because they are guardians of our liberty, but because they embody the spirit of service; a willingness to find meaning in something greater than themselves. And yet, at this moment — a moment that will define a generation — it is precisely this spirit that must inhabit us all.

For as much as government can do and must do, it is ultimately the faith and determination of the American people upon which this nation relies. It is the kindness to take in a stranger when the levees break, the selflessness of workers who would rather cut their hours than see a friend lose their job which sees us through our darkest hours. It is the firefighter's courage to storm a stairway filled with smoke, but also a parent's willingness to nurture a child, that finally decides our fate.

Our challenges may be new. The instruments with which we meet them may be new. But those values upon which our success depends — honesty and hard work, courage and fair play, tolerance and curiosity, loyalty and patriotism — these things are old. These things are true. They have been the quiet force of progress throughout our history. What is demanded then is a return to these truths. What is required of us now is a new era of responsibility — a recognition, on the part of every American, that we have duties to ourselves, our nation, and the world, duties that we do not grudgingly accept but rather seize gladly, firm in the knowledge that there is nothing so satisfying to the spirit, so defining of our character, than giving our all to a difficult task.

This is the price and the promise of citizenship.

This is the source of our confidence— the knowledge that God calls on us to shape an uncertain destiny.

This is the meaning of our liberty and our creed — why men and women and children of every race and every faith can join in celebration across this magnificent mall, and why a man whose father less than sixty years ago might not have been served at a local restaurant can now stand before you to take a most sacred oath.

So let us mark this day with remembrance, of who we are and how far we have traveled. In the year of America's birth, in the coldest of months, a small band of patriots huddled by dying campfires on the shores of an icy river. The capital was abandoned. The enemy was advancing. The snow was stained with blood. At a moment when the outcome of our revolution was most in doubt, the father of our nation ordered these words be read to the people:

"Let it be told to the future world...that in the depth of winter, when nothing but hope and virtue could survive ... that the city and the country, alarmed at one common danger, came forth to meet."

America. In the face of our common dangers, in this winter of our hardship, let us remember these timeless words. With hope and virtue, let us brave once more the icy currents, and endure what storms may come. Let it be said by our children's children that when we were tested we refused to let this journey end, that we did not turn back nor did we falter; and with eyes fixed on the horizon and God's grace upon us, we carried forth that great gift of freedom and delivered it safely to future generations.

Thank you. God bless you. And God bless the United States of America.

1.18.2009

dirty, dirty twitter


I subscribe to Diablo Cody's Twitter feed. She's the screenwriter who earned an Oscar for Juno. Here's her latest tweet:

"OMG, I'm at Baja Fresh and they have a Diablo Taco. I'm like "Me too, IN MY PANTS."

1.15.2009

i got my wiiiii fit, i got my wiiiii fit, i got my wiiiii fit


I've been wanting a Wii Fit since I first saw the video online and they were available only in Japan. It seemed like such a cool idea and a great way to rid my life of as much stress as I can in a fun way. Where else can Conor Oberst throw hula hoops to you? Yeah, I'm a nerd. I actually made a Mii of Conor. I love seeing him pop up in crowd scenes and bowling alleys, on the jogging track and on the face of a marble.

As soon as the friendly delivery guy handed over my new Wii Fit, I ripped open the box and set up the balance board. What a great game! I completed my initial testing and learned my Wii Fit age was 5 yeas younger than my actual age. Not too shabby!

I tried out the yoga, strength training -- someone please teach me how to do a push up! -- aerobics and balance games. I really enjoyed it. The only bad thing was that I think Tilly was annoyed that she wasn't the center of my attention.

Actually, even getting the Wii Fit is quite a story. I haven't been able to find them anywhere, so I took a tip from Gashapon and went to amazon.com. I have grown to love that site. I did most of my Christmas shopping there and had everything sent directly to my brother's house -- great convenience!

But that was nothing in comparison to my snagging of one the hottest toys on the market. I signed up for Amazon Text Alert. As soon as the game was in, I received a text message, and I immediately texted back "fitbuy." I had already goven them my credit card number, so all they needed was a quick OK from me. Within minutes, I got a confirmation, and the Wii Fit was on its way to my messy abode. According to James, you gotta be quick with the texting. I was lucky that I had my phone right on my desk at work and got the message immediately.

If you're looking for a hard-to-find item, I recommend trying this service. It was so easy, and now I'm working on my ski jump!

1.12.2009

coachella confirms??

I'm not sure where they're getting all of this, but ConsequenceOfSound.com has announced "confirmed" artists for Coachella, which is scheduled for one week earlier than normal this year, April 17-19.

The one I'm most excited about is Fleet Foxes. Other little thrills include Noah and the Whale, Basement Jaxx, Girl Talk, The Black Keys, The Hold Steady and The Killers. It's going to be another best weekend of the year.

It's starting. And my heart is officially skipping beats.

1.11.2009

Blogging the Globes live from my sofa

OK, let's do this thing...

OK, I just took advantage of the commercial and read through my blog so far. It's stupid. I'm retiring early. Next time, I'll invite some friends, and we'll use CoverItLive.com. That would be more fun.


8:33 p.m.
Drew Barrymore seems to be channeling Marilyn Monroe. Is it working?


8:31 p.m.
I love Anna Paquin, and I love her show "True Blood." Go Anna!!!! And I saw Stephen Moyer during the pre-show. He seemed like such a nice guy and very cute.


8:29 p.m.
Zac Efron is truly a cutie.


8:26 p.m.
Eva Mendes -- I always say her name when I'm trying to say Eva Medved.


8:23 p.m.
Who do you think Demi Moore is calling on her cell phone?


Break for a phone chat with Devan.


8:14 p.m.
Simon Baker. *exhale* I think I just fainted -- or was that a blackout everyone saw?


8:13 p.m.
This is a bit harder than I anticipated. My new goal is to just get through the first hour.


8:09 p.m.
Ohh! A shout out to Clarence Clemmons!
I want to see The Wrestler. The last time I saw Mickey Rourke, I was in a movie theater with Pallie, Chris, Lauren and Mike Emmert watching Wild Orchid.


8:08 p.m.
The Best Song category is full of heavyweights. The Boss? Peter Gabriel? Glad Bruce won. He hasn't aged in 15-20 years - how does that happen?


8:07 p.m.
Ha! Sting walked out, and the audience looked a but surprised. Now I see why. Is that Bono or Sting?


8:03 p.m.
Kate Winslet -- she looks stunning. I love her. Awwww, she's kind of shaking.


8:02 p.m.
I hear lots of cutlery.


8:01 p.m.
OK, we're kicking off with J-Lo and the award for supporting actress.


7:59 p.m.
I didn't realize there was a red carpet show on NBC. I like Tiki Barber, but on the red carpet? In the two minutes I saw, I was already aggravated. Glad I was watching E!


7:57 p.m. Ryan Seacrest is truly a professional -- for all the silliness, he's really good at what he does. OK, I am turning over to NBC for the show.


7:52 p.m.
Megan Fox -- She's a hot mess. First she tries to announce that she's ugly by insulting Alan Alda and the transsexual population. Then, you try to get people to like you by saying you're insecure? Whatever!! And then you drop that you have a 22-inch waist! Go get a sandwich.

be sure the kids are out of the room...

No, it's not really puppy porn, more like the cutest thing ever!


found at cuteoverload.com

1.06.2009

my new favorite toy!


Poladroid is a new application for macs and PCs that allow you to enhance your digital photos with a vintage make-under. I love, love, love Polaroid photos. There's something so fun about hearing that sound as they spit out of the camera, smelling that hint of chemicals and waiting in breathy anticipation as the image starts to fade in. I love it! This little Poladroid program reminded me how even the colors of these photos make me sentimental. Here are a few I made today.

1.04.2009

paula was right, opposites attract

It's 2009, and it seems like the right time to get back into the habit of updating my blog. "I'll try and do better" -- it seems like that's my motto lately. I have a big need for some personal improvement. So, here's a step in the right direction. Writing makes me happy, and I always seem to learn more about myself.

So, here's my first entry; a moving "CBS Sunday Morning" segment that warmed my heart. As soon as I saw it this morning, I knew I wanted to share it. (There's a quick commercial in the beginning.)


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